People and popups

Arg. I think its best that I stop discussing what is on my mind with other people cuz they just make me think and thinking is highly overrated. You overanalyze, freak yourself out, read into everything ENTIRELY too much. A bartender (who I have not discussed any of my romantic life with ever) this weekend asked me if I was having sex w/"someone". After I finished choking on my beer I said no. He asked why not? I'm not entirely sure why not but I said it wasn't exactly acceptable in our situation. Bartender giggled and said girl this place is the land of many hookups...sexually and long term, no one cares. So now I sit here and think why aren't we? Why aren't we dating? Why aren't we having sex? Soon I'm going to start pulling out my very short hair.

So maybe actually other people aren't the problem...its just me and my overthinking brain. At this moment I would do anything to be a man so I wouldn't have to think so much and be so damn girly and emotional. Men you have it made....but I'll hate you in the morning.

As for the popups, you slow down my computer and irritate me. Shoo fly.