Bad Feeling

I had a dream this weekend that one of my neices/nephews drowned in a bathtub. I don't know which one cuz all you could see in the tub was their small child like back. Head completely submerged and when I went to pull them out their face was blurred or not even there. This morning I woke up thinking something bad is going to happen. Not little bad, but big bad. Not a I'm worrying too much kind of feeling, but a gut feeling.

I have plans tonight I can't get out of. I would much rather stay home and curl up in my bed with a book till this feeling goes away or the bad thing comes.

Speaking of books, I'm currently reading The Dive From Clausen's Pier. I picked it up because of the plot but also because it takes place in Wisconsin and I like to read books that take place in my home state. Either to say 'hey I know that place' or 'wow they are so off, do some research would ya?'. So far the book is mostly correct with its references to the state. Although the author refers to "us" as Wisconsinions. That word bugs me, its not easy to say, I find myself consentrating on all the i's and o's and how they look so out of place. The correct term people is Wisconsinite. I don't care if some almanac says otherwise, its Wisconsinites.



UPDATE...3 minutes after posting this I received an email from my "ex" ( I guess we can call him that even though we were never technically a couple, spent mass amounts of time together, sex, heartfelt talks, etc) telling me that his fiance left him. And took their daughter with her. Oy vay.